ISSACS, Colton "CJ"

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Colton Johnathan Issacs

How old are you? I am twenty two years old. I'll be twenty three in December.


Are you in school or going to work? If so, what are are you in, or where do you work? I've been out of school for a couple years now. I never made it through my freshman year of college, but I did graduate high school and at least tried it out at Freeman University. I got myself into a bit of trouble, and couldn't catch up afterword. Right now, I'm a bouncer at a local nightclub, and I work part time at a gas station a couple blocks from where I live. I'm thinking of getting back in school, but I have so much on my plate right now, I'm not sure it will happen. I suppose, we'll see.


Are you married, dating, or single? Right now, I'm single, but I've got my eye on someone. I don't think that it's a good idea to put anything out there, just yet. Maybe not for a while. I tend to have some jealousy issues, and she's the type of person you don't want to lose over anything, let alone something as selfish as that.


What significant events have happened in your history? Well, when I was younger my father used to beat my mother and myself. I became very protective over the women in my life, after seeing how strong she was without him, and how weak she was with him. It's probably where I get my anger issues, which would be a key cause to my downfall.

Years later, my mother's chain smoking caught up with her, and when she passed away I fell into the system; sent through different foster homes, until I was old enough for them to, in reality, kick me out. Since then, I've felt abandoned by her. And I know that it's wrong, but most of my loneliness comes from simply this; I am alone.

My freshman year of college, I caught my girlfriend in my bed with another man, and literally beat him to death. I got lucky; got off on a technicality, but since then, any girl I've been with I can't help but think that she's messing around, and regardless of my respect for women, I treat them as if they're doing it. Always asking questions, always accusing. I wish I could stop it. I can't.


What are five things you like?

• Cooking.
  
• Classic Rock music.
  
• Reading.
  
• Staying late after my shifts, at the Nightclub to wind down.
  
• Spending time specifically with close friends.
  

What are five things you hate?

• Abuse toward women.
  
• My jealousy and anger issues.
  
• People assuming I'm stupid because of my silence and size.
  
• Liars. Including, myself.
  
• Prostitues. They have no respect for themselves, so they don't get mine.
  

What do you think is your best personality feature? When I'm not trapt up in my own mind, I can be a pretty good friend. I'm loyal to those who are close to me, and that number is getting smaller and smaller every day.


What is your worst personality feature? My jealousy. I can't help it, I have no control over it, so I've stopped trying to. It seemed that the more I tried, the harder it became, and either way it came out in waves, so it was all for nothing.


How would you describe your appearance? Well, if I had to, I'd say I was pretty well taken care of. I excersize a lot considering my chosen careers, and a lot of the time, it helps me forget that I'm angry; sort of gives me an out for it all. I do it more than just when I need to, because whatever is going on in my life, I can take it out at the gym. I'm pretty tall, too. I've towered over people since I had my growth spurt in the seventh grade. I think I've been about 6'2" since my senior year of high school.

Um, I have brown hair, that I really don't care for. I'd cut it if I didn't look like a douche bag with short hair, but I won't grow it out any further, because it's too much of a hassle to take care of. I have green hazel eyes, nothing special about them. I suppose that's all.


Describe yourself in one word. abandoned.

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